Your wound may NOW be activated
With this specific full moon's constellation on 12th (US) / 13th (EU) of April, clarity and healing is available!
When you are currently experiencing past wounds or trauma more strongly, this may very well be related to the current full moon constellation (Moon in Libra in opposition to Chiron in conjunction with the sun on 12th (US) / 13th (EU) April - the energy will feel before and after as well).
This may not be comfortable and you may be tempted to run away from it, as you are used to, to get a relief and not feel the wound. But this is not the way of healing, it is a trauma response. The invitation this full moon’s constellation hold for you is: Be with it! Allow yourself to feel it. Then you may realize clarity rising in your soul that transcends this old wound. You may realize that you are actually no longer bound to its power but can move freely and bring healing not only to yourself but to others who are going through a similar thing.
When the sun shines its full light onto the moon (that stands for our emotional needs and our inner child) this can always be a time of strong emotions but also of emotional clarity.
This specific full moon, however, has a number of specifics, one of which I would like to particularly highlight.
It happens in Libra, the sign where we are experiencing ourselves in the mirror of others, in healed relationships.
At the same time it stands in direct opposition to Chiron, who in astrology represents the wound as well as the healer. Chiron is accentuated by it’s direct conjunction with the sun transiting through Aries.
The sun and Chiron themselves are in a square to Mars in Cancer which can be read as Mars (energy) is not in its most powerful position as Cancer stands for our emotions, our needs, our inner child. This again can accentuate the old inner Child wounds.
Venus (which stands for what we like and our values) ends its retrograde and is stationing direct exactly on 13th April (stationing is a very intense energy that does not move forward in this field and is still good for reflection).
I would like to invite you to dare to just feel the feeling. Feel into what is coming up. While you do, you realize that it doesn’t kill you. But more than that: light and clarity might come to the wound that can be powerful and healing for you.
My personal story with the wound yesterday night:
My Chiron (wound) is in my 11th house (the house of friendships and groups), which reinforces the intrinsic character of Chiron of not-belonging, separation. I received a message in Whatsapp of a group of men I joined in a retreat, and immediately felt like “I’m not part of them”. I was on my way home from a concert, Friday night, I felt that many people will now be with their friends or going to party, while I was going home alone. And I felt the pain. While still on my way cycling home I saw how the light of the nearly full moon fell on me and was reminded the constellation I mentioned before.
At home I sat on my balcony, felt that pain, resisted the inner urge to quickly sooth it, may be by going to some social event (which actually didn’t feel right at all), allowed myself to feel it - and at the same time feel how I was really interconnected with all, God, and everybody. The realization was shining bright in my spirit and soul. I was reminded the many people who may feel the same pain, sent them healing energy and prayed to be able to be healer. Then I went to bed.
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I have decided to create a Telegram channel “Patrick’s Time Quality Updates” to post similar time quality updates, so that I don’t overload this Substack with it (here in the Substack blog I will only post about constellations that influence us for a longer period of time). If you are interested to get my updates, join the Telegram channel. This will also allow us to have a better exchange about experiences - for this, join the group additionally.